February 2012
i honestly have no idea how to feel right now. today was tough and it shouldn’t have been. it wasn’t fair. i feel like i’ve lost everything and i just want to sleep until june next year.
i give up.
today is my 20th birthday.
I just typed 29th by accident and now I feel better about myself :)
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Anonymous asked: Do you answer to give advice, Sophie? Where would be best to ask you for advice, if so (Sorry to ask but you just seem perfect/kind/lovely) x
Anonymous asked: I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody.(Bill Cosby)
clareeralc started following you
thank you petal :D
each from our respective bedrooms
alice: *sneeze*, *sneeze*, *sneeze*
em: bless you, bless you, bless you!
alice: thank you, thank you, thank you!
me: *giggle*, *hiccup*
em: ... i don't really know what to say to that
things i have recently learnt:
no one listens.
no one cares.
i don’t deserve a boyfriend as wonderful as james.
Anonymous asked: you're amazing and i love your blog :)
Anonymous asked: kisses.
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things i want to do more than...
scrub my entire house with a toothbrush and then clean my teeth with it.
spend a day in the sewer rescuing orphaned rats.
bake myself a cake of rice pudding and cottage cheese and choke on it.
lock myself in a coffin with nothing but a cassette player containing mika’s greatest hits.
replace all water (drinking, bathing or otherwise) with vodka.
go to my lecture naked, respond to all...
there are so many things i want to tell you all, so many rants and so many wish lists to write, but the truth is i’m too exhausted and too beaten to even know where to start. to the people who haven’t unfollowed me yet, thank you.
oddsoks:
Sophie has been a little star today. She helped the boys tidy, cleaned the bathroom, let me nap, woke me up and made me dinner <3
i said to myself this morning that what i wanted by the time i went to be was
a tidy house
a tidy room
clean hair
to have done a bit of work
for me and em to have had our meal-deal dinner
to watch a film in the living room
all of which was...
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the past few days, today in particular, have been the most emotionally, physically, and psychologically draining of my entire life. i don’t think i can fully process what’s happened and i can’t imagine what i coming.
Anonymous asked: i love life when you update your blog <3
going back to uni today. i’m kinda nervous.
What's the appeal of Chris Brown anyway?
confessionsofanautisticboy:
Lets consider Rihanna:
Not a scumbag
Sort of brilliant
Gorgeous
Lets consider Chris Brown:
A scumbag
A terrible musician
Kind of looks like a foot
so in the past week my entire skin type has changed and now all i want for my birthday is products for a new skincare routine.
i’ve always been quite lucky with my skin. it’s usually combination/oily with the occasional dry patchon my eyebrows, never really battled with spots, just dark circles and an overall reddy tint to it. nothing i can’t handle.
since my surgery my skin...
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Anonymous asked: Why are you so awesome?
Anonymous asked: <3
Anonymous asked: If you're still looking for something to watch, how about Gossip Girl? :')
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clair de lune — debussy
my life was made the...
whoever thought it would be a good idea for me to download temple run was wrong. I am awful at it and yet I have spent the past forty minutes swearing at it from my bed, instead of getting ready. good one soph.
i don’t think i can handle this weekends plans failing. it’s pretty much all that’s keeping me going recently. fuck off snow and let me see my baby.
a long overdue and yet incredily boring update...
bad/moany/medical things:
so my surgery was a week yesterday and rather than being back in canterbury like i was expecting, i’m still at home. don’t get my wrong my parents have been brilliant and there’s no way i could be looking after myself in the state i’m in at the moment.
i have little to know energy, have had chest pains and palpitations all week and am still very...
