December 2011
another lovely couple of days
my whole family, myself included, have been really ill over christmas so we spent the whole time lounging about and doing nothing, watching parts of films and eating leftovers and christmas chocolate - lovely!
on the 27th i went into ealing for a bit to brace the crowds and to check out the sales. i coped reasonably well with my headphones in and managed to pick up a couple of pairs of shoes and...
i’m so sick of this year. it’s just got from bad to worse as times gone on and now this whole getting anxious in public is wrecking the biggest plan i’ve had all year of going to see the fireworks for new years. and worse than that i’m letting him down. i’ve got to try and get over this because it’s so stupid. eugh i hate new years anyway because there’s...
just when i thought i couldn’t love dolly parton more, i see her in concert on bbc four and fall in love all over again :’)
click: isitchristmas.com →
merry christmas everyone!! :D
things i want to be doing
watching either moulin rouge, wizard of oz, the holiday, the grinch, the nightmare before christmas, it’s a wonderful life or casper while painting my nails.
OR sitting in a snuggly cafe on my own reading a book, maybe wuthering heights.
OR out with my friends looking sexy and getting lashed.
things i am doing
sitting in my onsie (i swear i have taken it off...
it’s amazing how quickly christmas spirit can vanish…
today has been long, exhausting and generally tough and now i can’t stop crying.
i've had the loveliest few days
cat came and picked me up on monday and took me back to berko for the party. it was so so so nice to see everyone and get such wonderful presents and the party was such a success with so much booze and such amazing food. despite how it ended (long story short: i lost my great-grandmothers ring, got really upset and drank myself stupid until i passed out on the couch - don’t worry rico found...
bah-fucking-humbug.
my parents are being really shit at hiding presents this year. i’ve already seen two because they were left in plain sight and dad told mum about her wii when he reeeeally didn’t have to, and i really wanted to see her face. i wouldn’t mind so much if i was the kinda kid who went looking for presents but i’m really not, i like not knowing and at this...
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i bought colourB4 today and i’m super tempted to do it tomorrow before the party but i don’t know how it’ll turn out. wah.
also i need fairy wings and i don’t have any. double wah.
things to do tomorrow: episode 4,353,456,557
wake up early, eat, shower etc.
unpack/tidy room/move things out of my room, into the ballroom.
organise presents into different piles for different people.
wrap presents.
write christmas cards to accompany said wrapped presents.
make that present.
decide what to wear on monday.
pack for next week.
get dressed up.
attend family friends party.
i’m tired.
personal advice needed…
for the past couple of weeks i’ve been getting really easily…i don’t know how to word it….crowded? i’ve alway suffered with claustrophobia but recently it’s gotten worse. like a simple hug has started to be too close for comfort and today out in town i felt like i couldn’t fill my lungs with air completely and like everyone...
Anonymous asked: who is 'MR P, PIGGY, TERRY AND FISH-FINGER BEAR' :) i'm presuming their toys! do you sleep with them all, i'm 19 and still sleep with a teddy aha! p.s happy christmas :)
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it’s just gone 1pm and i’ve just woken up. i fucking love holidays but more so than that i love my parents for actually letting me sleep in this late! also checked facebook and saw that james had changed his profile picture to one of us (he looks so sexy, i do not, but who cares it’s sweet as fuck) <3
now i’m gonna get up and make breakfast and spend the rest of the day...
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hannaclemence asked: you are my number one tumblr crush right now :)
it’s so grey and dreary outside and i haven’t completely finished packing but i’m going to hannah’s in a little bit for beakfast waffles and present swapping!
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thank you sugar :D
reasons today has been awesome.
woke up feeling refreshed at a reasonable time
finished my essay and was actually pleased with it
felt nice in what i wore today
was running late so grant gave me a lift which was lovely and saved my life
managed to hand in my essay and get to class early
my lecture was titled ‘so you want to be a film critic?’ and had lots of useful information about how to get into the...
Anonymous asked: Umm, discussing how you spent your Christmas holiday just before it ends? Or/and showing us your Christmas presents :)
just submitted my last review for film criticism :(
Anonymous asked: Are you excited about now receiving the presents on your Christmas list, or possibly doing so? I remember your disenchanted feeling x
Anonymous asked: You should make a Christmas video!
Anonymous asked: Would you please make a video about your favourite films of 2011? :)